I breath, I inhale as well as exhale sadness that comes from truth, truth that should have been told in the first places but wasn’t because we were scared, scared to loose each other and scared to lose what people only dream of one day feeling for another human being. I will love you until the day I die. I ruined everything and there is no going back, it scars and tears me apart to realize that its only fair. You dont hurt the ones the love no matter what the circumstances. You would have been there for me, stood up for me, looked after and defended me with every fiber in your being. And I, hah well I blew it, big time. It is better to have lost and loved then to have never loved at all. I took everything for granted and now I deal with the consequences. That’s life for you.

you sure know how to downgrade lol, always have